Well, at first it was just a few dollars here and there. But pretty soon I noticed I was cutting back on things to save money for the slots. Then, when I lost, I'd gamble even more trying to break even. I used to be able to buy things for my granddaughter, and even for myself once in a while, but pretty soon I couldn't. It was all going to gambling.

Then, one day, I went to get my prescriptions filled and I just didn't have any money. No cash, no savings, no credit cards. I had to call my son and ask for a loan — all because of the money I lost gambling. I've never felt so embarrassed or irresponsible in my life.

After that, my son gave me this help line number,
1-800-270-7117, and I started calling it pretty regularly. It's just for Michigan residents and, because it's open 24 hours a day, seven days a week, I can call whenever I feel I need a little extra support. They helped me see that my gambling was a serious problem, but that there was a way out.

Now, I don't gamble anymore. Instead of getting on that tour bus, I go for other activities my senior group offers. I've managed to pay back that loan, and my granddaughter and I are spending more time together than ever.