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Josh L.
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I never thought of myself
as a "gambler." But you know all those gambling pop-ups
you get surfing the Internet? I clicked on one — it looked
like fun, and I figured, why not? I signed up with my debit
card, played a little poker, and I won $300! What a rush! So
I got back online the next day after class. And the day after
that. And the day after that. I was losing by then, but didn't
think about it much. It's so easy to rack up a big debt on the
Internet before you even realize what's really happened.
Of course, by that time my luck had turned and I lost the $300 I had won, and then some. And since I didn't have a whole lot of money to begin with, I figured I had to win it back. I was skipping class to gamble more, and panic was starting to set in. Not long after that, I was broke, so I did something I'm not too proud of. I called my parents and I lied to them — I told them I needed money for food and books. They sent it, and of course, I gambled that away, too. A few months later, I got evicted from my apartment off campus and had to come back home. My parents were pretty curious about how I lost all the money they had been sending, so eventually I had to tell them the truth. They were very upset, but when I think back on it, it was probably coming back home that saved me. I had to leave school to work full-time for the rest of the year to pay them back, and I go to Gamblers Anonymous meetings. Hearing what happened to the people in my meetings was scary — I was lucky compared to some of them. I'm starting school again this fall, and with all I've learned over the past year, I'm confident that I can stay away from gambling. |
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